House

This would be my only reason for watching the show House:

"Hi Erin. I love you."

He barely gets any air time though. 

Here's my summary of the show House:

House is popping pills and going crazy about trying to get more pills. The staff is bitching about him always taking pills. House gets mad and yells about things.

The End.

I think I found her!

How exciting!


In not so exciting news, here's how I spent a few hours of Friday:

Yellow

I wish I had a yellow coat...like a wool peacoat or one with toggles. I've missed my chance this winter.

I just deleted like 40 people from Facebook. I was like, "why are these people my 'friends' anyway?" Do I talk to them? Do they comment? Do I comment? Do I hide their updates? Can they do anything for me? Yeah, I actually asked myself that last question! Wow, that's so selfish corporate adult of me.

I also went to my private blog (shut up, you don't know about it, it's private) and did some cuts cuts cuts. People don't need to be reading it. And hey, if you don't comment then why should you even get the right to read very personal shit I write anyway?

So you know, just sayin'. That's how I am feeling tonight.

I like cats because they don't judge your moods or ever think you're weird. You don't have awkward texts with them, or Facebook annoyances with them, or chat/email fights. Yeah, cats are pretty fucking rad.

...

It's Tuesday?

If it's already Tuesday, it's already almost mid-week, and then it's Thanksgiving on Thursday. Make the time stop! I guess the good news is that the turkey slaughter is mostly over already. :(

I got myself some Thanksgiving plans but I'm feeling awkward about them, and it's taking a lot of energy not to cancel. I'm a social lamer like that, people. Who knows, it could be fun... My dietitian has "mandated" that I take something vegetarian to this celebration and she spent like 20 minutes of our 60 minute session explaining how to make this quiche to me. She wrote it down too, but when she was explaining she might has well have been speaking an alien language.

I don't know if my brain shuts down due to boredom from cooking/food stuff, or if it's eating disorder-related, or what it is. All I know is that I become a drooling idiot. I just nod and say, "Uh huh...okay" while freaking out internally. How am I going to do this?! 

OK, I'm starting have a freak out about some things which means it's time to go rock in the corner in the fetal position.

Music

I've been favoring a music channel (music, not videos) on tv lately (because tv is evil and gross). I listen to the "new wave" channel and they play awesome music from the 80s (and early 90s). Here are some bands that I have learned I do not like and I've given them a fair chance:

Adam Ant
XTC
Squeeze

You know, just in case you were wondering.

BOOTS

I ordered some super cute boots today. The only way they would be cuter would be if they had apples on them.

Legally blind

I have news that I can't even share on my blog. I need to protect myself. R-E-S-P-E-C-T find out what it means to me, bitches!!

FAIL

Yeah, FAIL is what I give myself for most of the things on the list of my previous post.


Got some kitty lovin' though.


Lots going on right now. Calls to make that are stressful, appointments (a LOT of them)...


Decisions to make. Well, not quite yet, but that will be soon enough.

I need to:

• Avoid coffee and caffeine for the next three days
• Eat 100% of my mealplan for the next three days
• Wear my retainers at night (ortho appointment to kvetch about my teeth is on Wednesday)
• CLEAN! ORGANIZE!
• Be creative by doing at least one creative thing a day
• Get cat lovin'

California lovin'

A song I would listen to over and over while driving the cold highways of Illinois back and forth to get from school to home and back...

In my mind I live in California

In my mind I spend some time with you

I watch the sun light up the ocean

I sit and pray that all my dreams come true

I love California.

Ask me questions, bizznitches!

http://www.formspring.me/GalbsyGirl

They can be totally anonymous.

We're not done with you yet

They want me back. I don't understand why. They're not happy with me; I'm not happy with them. Maybe they're just covering their asses. :(

Jobs

This is the working hour

We are paid by those who learn by our mistakes

And fear is such a vicious thing

It wraps me up in chains

. . .

Dear friends

If I email or text you, please respond. 'Cause it's like, friendly or something to do that.

This is stupid

Coffee does not make a meal or a snack.

Someone please smack me.

On friendships

I made some really awesome friends while I was living in Miami. There are people that I hold near and dear to my heart -- I think of them as my best friends right now. Here's the problem -- I'm now 3000 miles away from them. I want to maintain close friendships with them but is that possible? I'm worried that the friendship will become one-sided. I'm not that kind of friend that just lets things fizzle out to the point of only contacting the person in some way maybe twice a year. I like to think I try hard with my friendships.

I've learned that connections with others is what I thrive on. I need these connections in my life or I get sucked into deep depressions and isolation. No bueno, that is!

So I'm sort of taking a "friend inventory" at the moment with spreadsheets and the like. Just kidding, no spreadsheets! (Yet.) What relationships do I have with current friends? Which do I want to further grow and which friendships do I feel are stalled? Of those stalled friendships, where do I want to go with them? They either need to get fixed or I need to say goodbye to them and just hold onto the memories I have while we were friends. I guess this is pretty black-or-white thinking but I'd just rather spend my energy on friends that I know will be there for me, and that I can be there for, too. I'd rather have 5 close friends than 100 not-so-close friends. That's just my style I guess.