I made an honest attempt to work out today by getting into grubby clothes and stepping on my stupid ass Bowflex Treadclimber. I pressed start and NOTHING. Stupid piece of shit doesn't work. I was trying to sell it, but I couldn't get any takers so I was going to just use it and now I can't. I can't afford to get it fixed now either. I guess I'll have to stick to walking right now. And if that doesn't help, I'm going to consider an effing gym membership. Now I hate gyms. I hate working out. But I feel something must be done. Le sigh. I always feel effing ridiculous and horrible at gyms. I compare myself to everyone (who is always in much better shape than me) and I'm paranoid that everyone is looking at me, judging me. Helloooo social anxiety. Medicines have made a big difference with my social anxiety problems (it used to be really bad), but when I get to the gym I revert back... and then I stop going, and it's just a big waste of money. I can't exactly be wasting money right now. (Even though I uhhhh just bought a bunch of pajamas...)
Wellsies, I think that's all I have for now. Death to Bowflex!!!
Update: Just found out it's still under warranty. Hooray!