I can't believe it's been two months since I left my (crappy) job. God I hated that place. I'm surprised I lasted almost 5 months, but truth be told I never could have predicted it would go down the way it did. It's disappointing and sad. I thought I landed a really sweet job and it just...wasn't. I don't have a lot of hope for the next job, honestly. Perhaps it's depression; perhaps it's just my pessimistic nature, but I just don't have much confidence in it. I'm finding myself really regretting what happened at G, missing it, and basically hating myself for "ruining" everything. Well, "hate" is too strong of a word, but I'm definitely kicking myself. I don't know when I moved the blame over from shitty corporate politics and bad managers to myself, but I need to switch it back I think, because I don't need more self-loathing, that's for damn sure.
On a completely different note, it is absolutely perfect outside today. It's probably about 78 with a nice breeze. Gorgeous! Dakota and I went to the dog park and I picked up Google's free wifi, which was nice. I loves me some free wifi! Google had an initiative to bring free wifi to all of Mountain View, but it kind of failed. It's too bad, because it's a really good thing. I <3 the interwebs!
Would you/could you go back to G?
ReplyDeleteyou know, we start blaming ourselves in situations like this because then maybe we could have had some control. then maybe we could change what happens next. i love you, miss priss. but the self-blame for things you can't control has to stop. <3
ReplyDeleteMickie, I can't go back because of the way I left... when you bring in a lawyer, I'm pretty sure the company wouldn't hire you back.
ReplyDeleteIt DOES need to stop!
ReplyDeleteYou just love the idea of universal wi-fi so that you can shop from anywhere.
ReplyDeleteBetter that it's not available or you would own a horde of green purses and apple pj's.
Come to Florida and work with me. Then let's open our own business!!!
ReplyDelete